september 19, 2013

Letters to Crushes (Brieven aan Verplettert)

What if all we have ever wanted
isn't hiding in some
secret and far away dream
but inside of us now
as we breathe one another
and find home in the way
our arms always seem to fit
perfectly around the spaces
between us?
What if we are the answer 
and love was the question?
What if all this time
it was us you were supposed 
to find?
I am filled with wonderings
questions and doubt
but of one thing I am certain:
it will always be you
that gives flight to the 
butterflies inside me, 
calm to the sea I have become
and hope to the darkness
all around us.
It is you and it has always 
been you…
you.
You that soothes and excites 
and spreads joy like rainfall 
on the already damp earth;
You that pulled me from the longest 
sleep and kissed my tired eyelids
awake.
If life is a question mark, 
then you my love,
are the proud and bold period 
that is typed with certainty.

-Tyler Knott Gregson-
hollaholland

augustus 31, 2013

Mirrors ( Justin Timberlake Cover ) - Gamaliel Audrey Cantika



I just making sure that they three are so so so so massive amazing! 
They did it well, amazingly, lovely, and it's like... i just lost in heaven with beautiful angels voices when i'm watching it
One of my dreams, to make a cover of songs like this, with harmonies of peoples<3 <3

Summer 2k13 in Bali!

This is our story about our trip to BALI, enjoy!

Day 1: Lovina, Bedugul, Sanur (where we stayed)










Day 2: Benoa Island, GWK, Jimbaran (but i went to Kuta so i didnt go to Jimbaran)



 yep look at me. i just got my swagg while rode the SegWay.













Day 3: Monkey Forest
(photos are on my iPad)

But no, I also went to Ubud, Tabanan, and Kuta. But i didn't take photo in every places i visit in Bali it's just so CRAY CRAY AND CRAY. And thing i really want want want to in Bali is, go to Lembongan Island. But I also want to go to Gili Terawangan Island near the Lombok Island! And absolutely do the diving, or at least do the snorkeling (:
Actually i also went to Batu, Malang because direction of the road to Jogja pass through Malang. So we stayed there one daaaaaaaay!

#PhotosofMalangSOON



hollaholland




augustus 02, 2013

Ketika Semua Hilang Gitu Aja

162 days ago, those happened for reasons.
And regret them all along, actually I really wanted to say shut up
But it already happened then..
Pity me, pity me..
I really miss the one that I've missed so long
But the one that I've missed, really don't care about this
He won't read this, He won't care at all.
Nevermind, anyways He has forgotten it all..
Then, why should I give a shit all about him?
And He'll never come back as 162 days ago
Bye memories I hope you'll never stuck in my head for the hundreds times (:

hollaholland

juli 08, 2013

Short Movie (:

Singapore, 2013. Photo Creds to the beautiful one, Soraya!!!
This gif is an incredible 'movement' <3

hollaholland

juni 20, 2013

Habis UKK

Assalamualaikum..
Hari ini emang bener bener aneh.
Hari ini lagi sebel banget, tapi disisi lain seneng banget.
Sebel soalnya dia udah get out of the rid, dan itu keterlaluan.
Alhasil aku banting aja pintu kelas wkwk.
Senengnya, IPS sama IPA gak remed hihi.
Ya bersyukur aja sih, mungkin Allah maunya aku sukses dulu hiks, amin...
Mungkin juga emang dia bukan yang baik buat aku, makanya ini salah satu peringatan buat aku.
Dan aku juga mulai capek sembunyi2 kaya gini.
Dia juga gak ngerhargain aku sedikit pun.
So, he didn't worth it!
Can I hope for further?
Or was I expected to be here forever with them?

But disisi lain, nilaiku bagus bagus! Aku dapet ranking 10 (:

Dankjewel (:
hollaholland

juni 07, 2013

Blog terakhir sebelum UKK

Sebelumnya, assalamualaikum.
Doakan saya sukses UKK ya, terutama Matematika sama IPA :D
Tapi satu ini blog ngawur jadi ceritanya aku bosen, sekalian curhat :p

Aku baru sadar nih ceritanya kalo suka sama seseorang yang beneran itu emang gak gampang. Kamu ngarepnya dia juga sayang sama kamu tapi expectation less than reality :(
Habis search di google nih. 
*Aku tanya, kenapa sih sulit?
*Jawaban: bisa dibilang juga karna ada hubungannya sama masa lalu, rasa sakit dan kecewa yang sulit dilupakan membuat takut mencintai. takut kalo akan merasakan sakit yang sama, atau yang lebih. kalo gitu kan pasti emang gak gampang ya.. pasti ada resiko untuk sakit hati
*Aku tanya lagi, salah satu cara manjur untuk mengurangi resiko diatas?
*Jawaban: Expect less. Ini adalah hal sulit, tapi orang-orang yang seringkali kecewa adalah mereka yang menaruh harapan terlalu tinggi.
*Aku tanya lagi lagi, hal yang paling sulit dalam mencintai seseorang?
*Jawaban: hal yang paling sulit buat dilakukan itu adalah melepaskan orang yang kita cintai

"Cinta itu tidak bisa dihindari. Tidak mungkin lepas dari raga dan jiwa. Sebab cinta ada dalam diri setiap manusia, sejak lahir."
hollaholland